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Basically [Feb. 19th, 2006|12:29 am]
Basically its just a post about a dream I had... last night..



So.. It started off we were at school like.. all of us and people went over seas to do some stuff and some of them were from school and the plane exploded and one of the people on the plane was my best friend and I was like crying all day(You'd cry too if your best friend died) and I went to cheree and she just started holding me and telling me everything was alright. We just sat there talking all day and thats all i can remember up to that point then my mom woke me up but i went back to sleep and it was basically the same dream minus cheree and the plane exploding and I was all alone again.



Anyway time to stop being an emo but im scared of the dream coming back.. God I'm basically on the verge of crying just thinking about it.. God damnit I'm gonna have to face them all at school but Im not gonna tell them the dream I just hope for their sakes they dont go overseas anytime soon... God its making me sound like I want them to die. I dont want them to die I love them all. I hope they live long lives. Cherees made it clear she just wants to be friends she's said it a few times. She doesnt like anyone. She doesnt love anyone and to think I hated her last year..

NOTES:
OK So I posted this on my wordpress site(hit3k.net) so basically yeah..
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Valentines day.. *sigh* [Feb. 14th, 2006|04:54 pm]
Sigh.. WHY is there days like this.. Its just another corporate holiday made up by the sons of bitches at hallmark who probably get commision on every card they design. anyways. Today was stupid everyone gave me a hard time about not getting a rose or a card or some other shit. I have nothing else to put.. except where i stand with cheree.. we're just friends and its obvious thats all she wants to be so.. yeah im gonna back off I love her honest to god i do but I'm just not right for her. I acted like a complete jerk today started saying shit about Aj and Jameson so yep.

anyways happy valentines day to you people that read this
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(no subject) [Feb. 12th, 2006|05:20 pm]




[info]realbeautylove

c a m p a i g n f o r r e a l b e a u t y . c o m
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Just random logs.. [Feb. 12th, 2006|04:41 pm]
Kinda old I know but.. funny none the less

[03:10:02] [&Nimbus] lmfao
[03:10:03] [&Nimbus] dude.
[03:10:08] [&Nimbus] i was going to download a bible.
[03:10:10] [&Nimbus] and like
[03:10:13] [&Nimbus] its copyrighted.
[03:10:17] [&Nimbus] so its hard to find a good one.
[03:10:23] [&Nimbus] how screwed up is that?
[03:10:40] [Pengo] the bible is copyrighted
[03:10:42] [Pengo] TO WHO?
[03:11:05] [&Nimbus] different publishers.
[03:11:06] [&Nimbus] like
[03:11:15] [Pengo] "Copyright Heaven Inc. 0AD - 2006AD"
[03:11:19] [&Nimbus] kv versions are register that publisher.
[03:11:21] [&Nimbus] lmfaof
[03:11:56] [Pengo] Gee
[03:12:01] [Pengo] I wonder if they give any credit
[03:12:03] [Pengo] to Jesus
[03:12:07] [Pengo] or something
[03:12:09] [Pengo] in the back
[03:12:24] [&Nimbus] lmhfsauioh
[03:12:32] [Pengo] "Thanks too: Jesus H. Christ, God, Satan and all those who helped in the making of this book"
[03:14:03] [Pengo] So anyway
[03:14:05] [Pengo] jesus is lame
[03:14:23] • Join: (Mistress_Isrieal) (~dragon11@CC-32C8BE87.zoominternet.net)
[03:15:52] [Pengo] Mistress_Isrieal do you think jesus is lame
[03:17:43] • Join: (Princesss_Elizabeth) (jirc@CC-9F788FA6.cable.ubr02.cast.blueyonder.co.uk)
[03:17:59] [Princesss_Elizabeth] hi guys
[03:18:03] [Pengo] BOFH Random Excuse: Your computer hasn't been returning all the bits it gets from the Internet.
[03:18:08] [Pengo] HI
[03:18:10] [Pengo] do you like
[03:18:21] [Pengo] think jesus should get ownership of the bible
[03:18:38] [Pengo] he sould also be getting at least 75% of the total income
[03:18:47] [Princesss_Elizabeth] lol
[03:18:49] [Pengo] but all in all he's lame
[03:18:56] [Pengo] i mean
[03:19:01] [Pengo] he doesnt even get credit
[03:19:04] [Princesss_Elizabeth] brb, i've got to post a letter for my mum
[03:19:09] [Pengo] for putting the damned thing together
[03:19:16] [Pengo] SURE just leave jesus for a letter.
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Saturday [Feb. 12th, 2006|11:30 am]
[I am | I told the story!]
[Typing to |Avenged Sevenfold - Bat Country]

Well.. Saturday was fun.. the lj quizthinks im emo *points down* but the important thing is i got out of the house. I went to my mums co workers bday thingy at a park it was wicked went for a 2.7km walk in like.. half an hour.. i should have taken my bike and done some more walking.. but yeah you know.. i saw my lil cousin maddy shes so cute.. apparently they're moving to america so :( but it'll give me a reason to go visit :p I also dropped my bro off at his club thingy and picked up a new saying 'esus loves you' apparently this kid had a pencil that said 'jesus loves you' and sharpened the j off lent the pencil to another kid and he said 'who the fuck is esus' roflmao good times anyways..

Butterfat.. Rob wants to hear about that.. lol. Anyway new kid @ school Marjorie/Margerine. Cheree just dislikes her cause once she slapped her on the ass (marjorie slapped the ass not cheree) and I hate her cause shes an all round bitch/slut/whore/camel fucker. but yes. Marjorie started talking to jameson and cheree got really pissed and we were thinking upname and cherees sister said butterfat so it stuck :D but anyway. Im not the only allan in school anymore theres one in the grade above me and he's going out with marjorie and they dont even see each other outside school they just 'pash on the bus' and he isnt even as half decent as me ;) not that i would go out with marjorie my standards are to high she'd never meet them. I require a sense of humour and non slutty types (like cheree) but we all know thats never going to happen. wow.. long LJ post today.. Should copy it over to my xanga and blogspot.. anyways ttyl
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Another Quiz. [Feb. 12th, 2006|01:26 am]
You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.


Fucking hell.. even the quiz thinks im emo
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Candy Heart Quiz [Feb. 12th, 2006|01:22 am]
Your Candy Heart Says "Cutie Pie"

You always seem to have a hot date, even though you never try to meet anyone.
A total charmer, you have a natural appeal that keeps you in high demand.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: multiple dates with multiple people

Your flirting style: 100% natural

What turns you off: serious relationship talks

Why you're hot: you're totally addicting



I...Fucking...Wish...
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meh.. [Feb. 11th, 2006|11:01 am]
[I am | jealous]
[Typing to |Hand of Blood - Bullet For My Valentine]

meh.. one of the best blog topics ever. I've got my laptop.. I've got no girlfriend.. I've got no life and I left my maths homework at school. I'm such an emo.. and then suddenly.. blogging lost all meaning and so did IRCing and MSN and Graphic Design and programming and music and family and school and life.. So basically in the last 5 minutes i've been writing this just about everything lost all meaning its such a pain in the ass.. Basically the last week and a half has been hell I've been hanging out with cheree even if she does want to be 'just friends' she made that clear years ago but i cant help but feel like more than friends when im around her nothing else matters.. I'm really jealous of Aj (new kid at school, got her attention) but yeah.. anyway she'll be over him in a month and i'll be the one comforting her when he starts talking to marjorie A.K.A Butterfat.. (Long story tell later) I dunno if anyone reads this journal anymore so.. yeahhhhhhhhh i should just stop posting in it!
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Yeh.. [Feb. 3rd, 2006|11:43 pm]
[I am | blank]
[Typing to |Ian Carey & Mochico Feat Miss - Say What You Want]

Yeh well I havnt updated in agesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.. anyway i use gentoo linux now.. i started yr 10. didnt do much for my grammer did it :p anyways valentines day.. like soon.. theres a girl at school.. but i dont really know her.. so i dunno i should get to know her.. wait.. what am i saying.. I HATE valentines day..but yeah you know.. stuff so bye i'll let ya'll know how it goes :)
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GUESS WHAT [Nov. 22nd, 2005|09:13 pm]
ITS MY BIRTHDAY TOMMOROW. Kthnksdie
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